Author: Ficklins

So I have not been feeling like posting lately. I have had a lot on my mind but nothing clear enough to post. I will find it in myself again ,soon I hope. Until then, here are some pictures of cassidy that I thought I would share.

I was noticing that the past 3 posts on here were sad. I guess that is what I am feeling the past few weeks. I am learning to get past the divorce and I am really ok with it. I have been sad to see both of my girls recently hurt in relationships. Seeing them… Continue reading LIFE

Both of my daughters have recently been hurt and are feeling sad. I hate feeling and being helpless. I would gladly take the pain from them if I could. These are hard lessons you need to learn as young women but it is hard to watch it. I hope they both know that I love… Continue reading HEARTBREAK OF A TEENAGER

Today I feel so sad. I am not sure why. Nothing major has happened. I feel sad though. I miss my father. I have really missed my marriage lately and everything has reminded me of how things were when he was not acting like the person he has become. I miss my kids who are… Continue reading SAD

My son Scott has a serious problem when it comes to college sports. For years I thought it was a passing thing and in time he would kind of move past it. I was so wrong! He gets worse and worse with each passing season. Yesterday I woke up to a text from him that… Continue reading SCOTT NEEDS AN INTERVENTION

I never ever buy myself anything new. Unless I am walking through Target or something and grab a few new T- shirts. I decided I needed a change! Here are a few of the things I ordered last week for myself. The blue sweater below I actually got in a caramel color that matches the… Continue reading NEW CLOTHES FOR ME? YES!

I AM GOING PRIVATE IN A WEEK OR SO. MY EX IN LAWS TEND TO GET ON HERE FOR SOME REASON AND SNOOP AND I FIGURE THIS WILL END THEIR ODD CURIOSITY WITH WHAT IS GOIN ON IN MY LIFE. I LOVE HAVING BLOG READERS SO PLEASE SEND ME YOUR EMAIL ADDRESS AND I WOULD… Continue reading PRIVATE

I love this picture taken on Saturday. 3 of my 4 kids were still in California with my mom. Just a candid picture but I love it. My mom is still so beautiful.

I just spent 10 days in San Diego with Cassidy , Brady, my niece Chloe, my sister Pam, my mom and her friend Milt. Scott and Taylor were there at the end of the trip but by then we had gotten over taken pictures. We had a great time and we did not want to… Continue reading SAN DIEGO